Imma switch my words to my language on the other side of the world

I am home now. I´m home from the best year of my life, the best experience that I will never forget.
Coming home was such an experience itself. Seeing family and friends, walking around on the streets of Stockholm, seeing familiar things and going back to familiar habits. I missed my hometown, but in my eyes, it´s seen through a whole new perspective. After seeing big towns in America, but living in a small town, my eyes has opened up and my view is broader. I miss speaking english every day, every single minute of the day. I miss it dearly. But i know it wasn´t a goodbye on the airport in Brainerd. It was so hard to leave. Obviously I cried, but only when i had given everyone hugs and saw them through the glass before boarding the airplane. Thinking about it now makes me sad. I had to leave the people I love, that I want to be near, live near to. I want to have them in my life, here... I am so happy for what I could experience. It was amazing, looking at it now, it feels like a dream. Looking at the pictures I took there, makes me wanna rewind the time, just to feel the most amazing moments again and again while I were there. It really is true, what they said. It feels like time paused here while I was gone, that someone pressed the pausebutton when I left, and pressed play again. It is all nonnegative though, but coming back to my "old" life, makes me wanna realize, how much more I should appreciate things. I´m not the same person as I was the day I left for America, and I am definitely not going to go back to the same as before. I´m starting up fresh and new, with more knowlegde and experience. If only I could bring America just a little, little bit closer than it is. The journey home was very long, I became sad, thinking about how many hours and money it takes just to come see the people you love. I am excited to come back, but first, let´s start up new. It´s like I´m starting again, from zero, like the first day I came to America.

I will be back America, never forget me.